In tears.

I wish to immortalize your words Sam....they have me in tears whenever I read them...love you!

....With these words of brilliance in your hands,

may glory shine  upon you,

and in that moment of pride,

may a faint memory surround you,

And when they ask you who made you smile,

may you think of those precious lines......

"I was her love and she was my Queen,  

and now a thousand years between".......

I cannot begin to express how deep into my core these lines reach..real lucky to be a part of your life and have you in mine. It's been unbelievable. Thank you....from the deepest darkest corners of my heart! 

Kash (K. ush.)

Ek kash ki zindagi
do, boond paani.
Toote hue sapne
Dil ki zubani.


Enjaiy.

Abyss

I fell into the worst infinite loop, that there could be. Now how I wither is to be seen. What possibilities remain unfulfilled and what was and could never have been may remain just that...questions unanswered.

BullShit!

The ineffable, the parallel & the letting go.

Tools of the trade.

Ever been on a trip? That completely different paradigm of an alternate experience..looking at the world in a completely new way. Breaking down structures into philosophies, and life into an abstract image of colorful circles and dots, of lonely landscapes and vivid skies. I wouldn't agree that such a feeling would've been named as a 'trip' by accident...it does take you places you\never knew existed, yet which were right there behind your eyes.

Ah, eyes.....my friends and enemies of the past. It doesn't take much effort to understand the fact that what you see is much less than what you could get. Just close your eyes and tell yourself what you see...once you get a hang of it, you'll surprise yourself. I always find this activity to be a perfect companion on journeys to places, be it long or otherwise. I would just close my eyes and get comfortable for the show. Some think that  I'm praying, while most think that I haven't slept the previous night, which I find it a little depressing because although everyone has immense potential to be parallel at whim, most of them would go through their entire lives being completely oblivious to it.

It sometimes feels that ignorance is the mastermind, driving the abyssal reality.

Heed my call, take the plunge and you shall find,

Reality is illusive, societal structures forced upon the mind.

Trip easy my friend.

-Askios

3.E

It all seems to be different these days. What changed? Led Zepplin sounds the same...DotA feels the same...WHAT CHANGED!?

Lesser.

What inspires, Ro?

Need that split second spark to know.

I see her in my breath,

slowly wafting to my mind,

the easiest hope you may never find.

 She urges me, to try some more,

till the path's blurry and I know where to go.

With an ease her prophecies lie,

holding my hand, looking me in the eye.

Oh but she never leaves, you have to know.

Drag her , rend her, whatever you try.

Lit like a phoenix she's here to stay,

for even in ash, she never goes away.

You and I, of a common lot,

where lies the end of untangled knots,

Blind stars of fortune, heed our way,

to whatever end, glory or dismay.

This day was foretold by the wise of the past,

hold no grudge, stand steadfast.

In one hand lies her ember of false bliss,

doused in lust, an enchanting kiss.

And the other one holds the hope of better,

between you and I, she's the lesser.

-Askios

(10-Feb-2013, 12.00 a.m.)

Featuring: The End - The Doors

This is the end

Beautiful friend

This is the end

My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end

Of everything that stands, the end

No safety or surprise, the end

I'll never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be

So limitless and free

Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand

In a...desperate land

Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain

And all the children are insane

All the children are insane

......

This is the end

Beautiful friend
This is the end

My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free

But you'll never follow me

The end of laughter and soft lies

The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end